so, i’m going to post songs that make me sleepy in an effort to get….sleepy.
oh great balls of shitty fire.
I am not asleep and it is 5am again.
AND EVERYTHING IS FUNNY.
I didn’t sleep till 6am this morning. Usually my insomnia lasts till 4, but 6? This is a new horrible. I feel like a bucket of death, and the circles under my eyes are no joke.
Wah. I was sooo good! Turned
my light off at 1 and everything!
No drawing, or being online, pfffft.
This is dumb and today I hate the world.
would be very nice.
But I’m way too excited. I’m in one of those moods again.
Those “I can do anything I want with my life, but not if i let it slip away” moods.
Where i think to myself “I want to be a musician & artist”.
And right now I’m planning (in my head) all the instruments i would use on an album and want to sample, also who would help me with it. Even though i’m telling myself I’m too shy and retardedly awkward to do anything that requires singing in front of others (let alone the fact i my macbook still scares me with all it’s bells and whistles), yet the idea just won’t go to sleep.
"They’re such highly unlikely ways to make a living", i’m telling myself but my heart won’t listen right now. It’s to busy being CRAZY.
I want to sleep like this person obviously is, im so flippin tired, and every single bit of me is aching from doing too much today and only getting 4hrs sleep last night. Gah! Why can’t you come easy for once mr sleep man?
by Phillip Schumacher